I feel like I'm faking it

Whenever I think of myself having a psychotic episode or being psychotic, that’s when it starts.
It almost makes me think I’m faking it because psychosis isn’t triggered that way I don’t think.
I litterally avoid this forum because of it.
But I feel like I’m faking it- I mean hell, it is no longer even a daily occurance, maybe it’s going away.
Maybe my mind is over reacting.

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Maybe your meds are working?

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No meds. I’m in diagnosed also.another reason I believe in faking it (I can’t bring myself to tell anyone, but I know I have some issues with psychosis)

I kind of know what you mean, my more pronounced psychotic break felt like I was just watching myself act out in a floridly crazy manner, like it was just for show, but I was about a 10 out of 10 in anxiety, which triggered my panicked overreactions.

Probably should tell someone. You have anyone close?

I can’t. I can’t bring myself to do it. I was going to tell the doctor at my next physical but my mom doesn’t seem to plan to reschedule it at all anymore , and its got ton better , so it really doesn’t matter much

Sz get worse if not treated with AP’s. Or atleast that is how it works for me. And a few others I know. Wouldn’t hurt to right out a letter explaining your experience with doctor

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I agree with @5713, you need to tell your doctor. You said your mom is responsible for making your appointments, how old are you? Can you make your own appointments? You could also tell the school counselor, they should also be able to help you.

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