should i tell doctor about or not ?
how i tell him
idk if i am convinced with these ideas or not
Yes be honest with your doctor, tell him what you tell us, how the voices of intel agencies torture and punish you.
i am afraid he take risk and give me potent meds to cause me strong side effects or even disturbing side effects
that happened before
If it happen just ask for another med.
no meds helped
they relief torture everytime
i try to suicide
i tried twice before
so they reliefed torture twice
may be i need to try suicide one more time
No please don’t let the voices have so much power on you, what meds did you try?
You got temporary delusions. It will pass.
many doctors
each one of them tried as much as possible
it is 10 years of illness
recent doctor always insist on typical ap
and some time but not always atypical like quietiapine
Did you try Clozapine or Perphenazine?
Your brain does what it shouldn’t do. That is sz. Can you take something to calm you like valium.
something like perphenazine
may be
that is triflouperazine
but no clozapine
i get headaches or migraines a lot probably from caffeine and dehydration. so basically i get these thoughts and delusions and memories that seem real or seem like I experienced them and then I feel the pain in my head and I equate it to misery and stuff.
last time he adviced me with clozapine 25 if i need to sleep
but not all times
25 is just for sleep, you should ask for a higher dosage to stop the voices of those intel agencies.
ok i ll try to tell him
and ask god to make him to listen to me
Many people on this forum have success on clozapine, it is the best med for voices and delusions.
When you want someone listen to you see a therapist or psychologist,counselor.
i think you’re delusional for sure. probably lacking insight.
for me, i think I’m sort of delusional and some stuff i talk about is ‘fiction’ in this life but other lives, it was real to me and i lived and experienced it. Must have been me being psychotic and people were hurting me and stuff. it was a different life alltogether but i remember it and i re-experience these things.
I’ve had encounters with real aliens and they abducted me. One time, I made a youtube video in a past life/parallel universe and they abducted me in a parking lot with my truck. i saw a white light and went through a portal and was probed. it was painful. I was released but I still remember that. How can I remember that ■■■■ when it happened a million lifetimes ago and there’s no proof or evidence? I also am believing that humans are sometimes behind it like the Illuminati. Evil ■■■■■■■■
I know I say inappropriate and stupid things and I expose myself, but if I just kept it inside myself I would be possibly catatonic or sleeping in my bed all day not wanting to live.
I lived through hell and back and worse places than hell and back especially in hospitals and in general existence and life.
i want him to give me clozapine or something like that
that wt i mean by listen to me
Yes, tell him the clozapine works for you.