I don’t think anyone will love me anymore because I have psychosis. I’m basically worthless.
I feel so alone and abandoned. I feel empty.
I’m easily triggered by every little thing, but antidepressants are helping.
You are not worthless, you are deciding to be worthless
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But no one cares once you have psychosis.
its not true.
Your worth it 
You are not your illness. You are a unique person and are valued
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That’s not what the society thinks.
Well my friends and family value me and I have psychosis.
You might be thinking of the stigma attached to psychosis.
Something my dad told me, along the lines of even though I may have psychosis or manias, There is still a glimmer of gold there. So ya never know what ideas you may come up with.
We are very lateral thinkers lol. So lateral it ends up in psychosis land
No matter who you are, psychosis or no, if you let what society thinks dictate your worth you are going to be miserable. F them, only opinions that matter are the people you care about and who care about you.
That said, many people who have psychosis have found loving partners. It is possible and even likely I would say that you will too. But if you keep going with this negative mindset its not gonna happen. Self fulfilling prophecy.
Its a shame cuz you are a lovely person, I guarantee you if you took the risk and put yourself out there you would find someone who cares about you for who you are
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Many schizophrenics found people that love them, don’t give up!
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nice to see you back @zeno
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You seem depressed and not psychotic. Too pessimistic.
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Actually the greatest enemy of you is you itself. You allowed negative thoughts to run in your mind nobody else. You are not valuing yourself because of reasons like depression, psychosis etc. Consider a turtle it can’t run fast like a rabbit but is it value itself less due to that. You allowed other people to value you less. You are comparing yourself with others in society and making you less important. If you change your thinking your whole world can change. It doesn’t mean you need to first get rid of psychosis, depression etc to do that actually you are setting that criterion and making you disabled. If you look at different people in society you can see people who have various kind of chronic disease, poor people, disabled people etc yet in spite of their illness they living happy and its all because of the positive thinking mindset which all can develop if try.
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It’s the same for me, I feel quite similar. I don’t think I’ll have a partner at all in the future which seems a bit bleak.
I don’t like the thought of being dependent on being with parents for social need weirder.
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I’m the same way. After being single for most of my twenties I don’t think I’m valuable to potential partner because I have no income and can’t provide now nor in the future. I also don’t really know how I’m supposed to afford housing for myself in my life (for my own self). I feel like I am cut off from living an ordinary life.
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You’ve got to find your worth.
I do by self discipline with food and studying. And walking.
It’s ever so hard because I am an addict but that is my way to find my worth
Ofcourse you are worthy. You are a human being.
Don’t cave into the opinion of the minority who think ill people are unworthy.
Take care! 
I mean I know I’m worthy but I don’t feelllll it unless I do certain things and practice certain thinking patterns.
That’s just me.
I hope it helps 
Yeah. I hear that. I don’t know how I’ll fund my own life. Be it rent for a home or income for daily living expenses.
Luckily I am somewhat okay with living with family for the rest of my life. It’s not fun and desiresble but it can work. I hope it doesn’t be like this but I do have to keep my expectations realistic.
A family would be lovely, but that happening has chances against us. You and me have both accepted this and I think that is good for us.
We will get things in good measure, god, luck and karma usually work like that.
You really don’t know that for sure.
Psychosis passes, things change. Life gives you chances and opportunities. Things often get better.
You worry about society, society is made up of individuals. Some are good some are bad. Some are tolerant and others aren’t. You can’t lump the whole society or country or world into one entity that’s not going to like you. Some people really are jerks and ignorant idiots but just try to avoid them and focus more on the many, many good people out there who don’t cause trouble.
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One strand of your DNA 
is different than everyone else in the world and so intricate.
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