It was so cruel of me to seek love when you can’t ever be loved.
Because of psychosis, I know that people would either leave me or talk behind my back like everyone else did in my life.
And I give up trying to make meaningful relationships. Because it’s ■■■■■■■ useless.
At least I have a physical condition which is at least understandable without having everyone judge me.
I disagree that everyone would ditch you or talk about you. I have a husband and some friends that don’t mistreat me. It is possible. I just had to be very careful about whom I choose to be friends with.
I’m glad you have friends, but I have none. All my friends have left me and not even my family cares.
So it’s a lie that I’m loved. Everyone basically abandoned me.
I met my friends in the county mental health I go to. They were looking for friends too
I wish I had that. We don’t have that here.
I’m also quite delusional right now so I apologize for all the negative posts.
No need to apologize. Is there a prn you’re allowed to take
Yeah, but I don’t want to sleep right now. PRN makes me really sleepy.
I have reached similar conclusions.
As per my victim complex thread, I feel I am to blame for my MI and how things turned out for my personal relations with other people.
Makes me angry though how other people have treated me, and it’s hard to get past that feeling
We’re at least here for you @anon10648258 if you need to sound off on things bothering you
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