I just can’t stand it anymore when I’m around people. I always want to leave and be by myself. I don’t think I could ever do a relationship. It’s not like the old days. I remember I would spend hours and hours with friends. I just always feel like I’m trapped.
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Same here.
But give it some time. Things might change if you want them too. I’ve become content with limited social contact.
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Not sure what helps you individualy but I have to avoid most …
For me personally it is better to not gorse things.
I know myself and what I’m up too.
When I was younger and forced to go to SeaWorld I suffered immensely.
I was not swimming with dolphins in my mind …
It was sharks and beyond and blood and golly…
Also when they forced me to volunteer work and I was paranoid about every one.
I can not stand being around most people.
For some reason I am good with my partner but I can not stand sinners etc
My partner and I recently decided he will attend dinners ,parties etc with out me.
I will stay home with the dogs.
I just stand up and leave when I feel disrespected and attacked etc
Which can be seen as rude but I think they are the rude ones .
Never made me feel welcome but we’re trying to drive me away and break us up.
I feel a man in my body sometimes and he is too intense and hateful and I can not stand feeling him…
I can not cope with it.
Does not mean I dislike him but I dislike feeling like him and not feeling like myself.
He makes my body twitch hysterically.
Even if it’s not visible.
Last roast dinner I was at I felt like him and not me then when one guy started saying how ugly small Tits are I stood up and said I am ready to leave …
It was directed at me cause the other woman had huge tits but were also obese.
I avoid social settings.
Dinners and parties worse cause you can feel stuck there feeling horrid and I do not drink alcohol anymore.
So my boyfriend agrees now .
I need line time and space to recover too…
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I also go mute when he is in my body specially…
It sucks.
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I’m sorry you have to go through such difficult experiences @Truemist8. Maybe you need to discuss some of these problems with your psychiatrist.
I hope you feel better soon.
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Me too I feel like going to live in the desert or in an isolated mountain…
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I feel uncomfortable around people other than my elderly parents.
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Hello my Canadian friend @ablue .
Don’t give up!
Friends are a great thing.
I wish I had friends.
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Just don’t forget that we need people. Others are necessary, Just keep your boundaries. Needing people certainly doesn’t mean only at parties.
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