I just can’t stand it anymore when I’m around people. I always want to leave and be by myself. I don’t think I could ever do a relationship. It’s not like the old days. I remember I would spend hours and hours with friends. I just always feel like I’m trapped.
Same here.
But give it some time. Things might change if you want them too. I’ve become content with limited social contact.
Not sure what helps you individualy but I have to avoid most …
For me personally it is better to not gorse things.
I know myself and what I’m up too.
When I was younger and forced to go to SeaWorld I suffered immensely.
I was not swimming with dolphins in my mind …
It was sharks and beyond and blood and golly…
Also when they forced me to volunteer work and I was paranoid about every one.
I can not stand being around most people.
For some reason I am good with my partner but I can not stand sinners etc
My partner and I recently decided he will attend dinners ,parties etc with out me.
I will stay home with the dogs.
I just stand up and leave when I feel disrespected and attacked etc
Which can be seen as rude but I think they are the rude ones .
Never made me feel welcome but we’re trying to drive me away and break us up.
I feel a man in my body sometimes and he is too intense and hateful and I can not stand feeling him…
I can not cope with it.
Does not mean I dislike him but I dislike feeling like him and not feeling like myself.
He makes my body twitch hysterically.
Even if it’s not visible.
Last roast dinner I was at I felt like him and not me then when one guy started saying how ugly small Tits are I stood up and said I am ready to leave …
It was directed at me cause the other woman had huge tits but were also obese.
I avoid social settings.
Dinners and parties worse cause you can feel stuck there feeling horrid and I do not drink alcohol anymore.
So my boyfriend agrees now .
I need line time and space to recover too…
I also go mute when he is in my body specially…
It sucks.
I’m sorry you have to go through such difficult experiences @Truemist8. Maybe you need to discuss some of these problems with your psychiatrist.
I hope you feel better soon.
Me too I feel like going to live in the desert or in an isolated mountain…
I feel uncomfortable around people other than my elderly parents.
Hello my Canadian friend @ablue .
Don’t give up!
Friends are a great thing.
I wish I had friends.
Just don’t forget that we need people. Others are necessary, Just keep your boundaries. Needing people certainly doesn’t mean only at parties.
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