it just doesn’t feel like i have boundaries here with privacy and my rights guaranteed in this country.
i am so unhappy about it all.
i even feel molested at night from the tactile hallucinations.
this is all hurtful.
judy
Yeah, that’s painful.
Jayster
I’m sorry you’re suffering judy 
thank you for your understanding. in the real world (outside of cyberspace) it seems everyone is down on me.
i think this contributes much to my suffering.
everybody just tells me to ignore it all but this has been going on for years and years and i need a better solution.
judy