I wish I could find another way. 
I’m trying to avoid the meds. My family says I talk more now. On meds I had side effects. I needed meds for side effects. I had a mental relapse a couple weeks ago. I stopped my meds 6 months ago. Now Im trying to overload my brain with good things. Ive been hearing voices in my dreams. I can get them to stop with music at night. I feel like if Im a harm to myself or others ill get on meds but right now I feel like challenging the voices and delusions and fight for my mind back. They started back right after I dropped my claim on disability. They know me more then I know myself. Im learning all about them to. Im just getting to know myself.
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To your question Im concerned about you considering suicide. If you might harm yourself. I would talk about meds with your doctor. Be safe.
Just an update everyone I got an emergency appointment with my provider today and the appointment went well. He’s put me back on Geodon. Only 40mg twice a day. We are going to try the smaller dose and see how that works. I’m super glad he’s not trying to over medicate me.
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I used to be on Lithium, trazadone, benztropine, Prozac, Klonopin, Geodon and Metformin. Now I think just Geodon sounds golden.
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