There is a lot of pressure for a high level of performance at my job as well @LilyoftheValley . And its hard on my joints, and when I move wrong, my back as well. So, I understand where you are coming from. I really need the extra income atm, though.
We do get paid decent, though.
I’m not sure what advice to give you. I guess just keep applying and keep your fingers crossed.
@Bowens , I get paid minimum wage. My pay comes to about $600/ month. Due to inflation, my family now needs $800/month for food, and cleaning supplies and toiletries etc from the grocery store.
I’m sorry you’re under pressure too. It sucks.
@77nick77 when I’m at work, I smile and I try to take it moment by moment. People at my work think I love my job. But I’m dealing with inner turmoil and dread. I’m trying to find ways to change that but haven’t yet
Dont give up try to not think about work while your at home. Think of pleasant things while you are working ect. Im going to try and get a job soon Im afraid I wont be able to do it but I need to try I am broke also.
I can understand the fear. I’ve had multiple times where my job stress got to the point where I had a mental breakdown, quit, and landed in the psych ward. Not fun
Not sure what to say but want to show moral support. You’ll pull through. Maybe you could learn about job hunting skills from books or YouTube or negotiation and gain a better job or wage that way? Just an idea.
Perhaps you could contact old friends as well and see if they’re hiring.