I wish that thought would go away.
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Oh no! What did you do?
Wait. I’m reading this again and I see now that it’s probably a delusion.
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I renounced the Holy Spirit in church but I felt I had no control over it. Idk how to explain it.
@Loke ,it happens to me every single time I go to church.That’s why I stopped going…
That is just a lesson to know what an unpardonal sin is. When we get older we collect scars. Do you know its impossible to keep all the rules. That makes us human. We should live free of guilt and fear.
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How did you renounce it?
In my head I think. It was a thought that came into my head.
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You must renounce thoughts, not holy spirit.
These thoughts are intrusive, blasphemous, bad.
They are not yours
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As part of my anti-anxiety training, I went into the loo at night and switched off the lights so that it would be pitch dark. In there I put on a YouTube audio track of a scary clown laugh and then invited the Devil to appear. Did that for 20 minutes daily for 2 weeks. Very scary at first but it successfully trained away a good deal of my anxiety.
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Did you double-dip in the veggie tray?
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It’s really not something I talk about a lot but it’s there.
it’s still bothering you, Loke? Don’t go back into the past,
unless it’s old pics, and good memories.
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I did wonderful unpardonable sin. That was to hit and cut by half a God in the visual hallucination.
I’m fairly sure it’s ok to have bad religious thoughts as long as you pray for forgiveness after.
tbh sometimes we can let out guard down and our armour is not strong enough, its not your fault Loke, i’ll pray for you x
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When I used to be in church I had those exact same thoughts and a pastor once told me the unpardonable sin is when you completely misplace the HS good actions for another entities (specifically and evil one) and thank that entity instead. I think you have to fully reject him, after that your heart hardens and you don’t care anymore. I can say this because I know that feeling… If you really did commit it you wouldn’t feel guilty at all.
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God understands exactly whats going on and he knows how you truly feel.
It’s okay to have a bad thought, recognize it, and do what you can to distance yourself from it. I think evil is when you not only have bad thoughts, but enjoy them and encourage more of them in yourself and others.
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I try not to comment religiously, but I truly believe you are forgiven. You are repenting so it’s not held against you. You are very loved.
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