if some one hearts me, im like want and even think that im over it
but i cant, it still there riding on my huge pain bugged,
i mean every one make mistakes right?
i make, you make she make
but i cant fix my hart
he is broken from every time i got hit
i still fighting to be a good person, to believe to people
but when someone hearts me i feel that painless click inside of disconnection
and thats it, like the click sound of a lock
its lock all the pain inside
and the person i care about outside, and even if lie to my self that it is not like that, no.
i hate to lose good friends
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Have you ever thought about they are people who can’t forgive you either but still communicate with you. That is an emotional part everyone has to deal with. You are not any better.
what do you think?
- of course i thought about it
- i dont like to be that way
- why you are antipathetic?
When you tell me what antipathetic means I tell you.
Being not pathetic is a good thing. Thanks for the compliment.
So whose hurt you today that you posted this?
So you want to hear something pathetic?
I am so sorry you are this way, please don’t harm yourself over it like becoming addictive to substances.
Maybe you tell your pdoc in a safer way.
wow man you are massed up
hope for you to get beater
no, i dont need you to trough me bones, even now you continue to be mean, thats just sad
some painful things are hard to let go of
but it doesn’t mean we need to relive them
I’ve experienced a lot of pain too
but I like to find distractions, take my mind off of it.
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You gotta slowly forgive so you can also say goodbye to thze suffering.
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well, the catch is that most of the time everything fine, i dont feel it, but when i suddenly remember, boom it hits me with the same pain like in the first time…
Is there any kind of therapist who specializes in this kind of thing who can guide you through this thing? Is there a woman’s center available? You might could get counseling there. Do you have sympathetic friends who could talk to you in person? You have people who are willing to listen here, but sometimes you need communication in person.
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thank you very much for your grate concern, i have a therapist, we have a lot to work on, he is tring in this field too, in a cognitive way i think, but i shuld ask him and open this more clearly,
@anon53623539 is right get over it and be nice anyway. What a great skill that is. Don’t even let unforgiveness stop you. It will come. Don’t hate , maybe love your self.
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