I have trouble with depression lately. I don’t know what it is…it’s like I have no motive to get out of bed so I don’t. I believe evil spirits are swaying me to keep sleeping. I am not awake when I’m in bed. I didn’t get out of bed until 8; 30 p m today. So here I am afraid to go back to bed because I know I won’t get up tomorrow until the evening. So I am going to stay up until tomorrow night and start over. I have to stay out of bed this coming day because I have group at 9 a m and I don’t want to miss it. I could set my alarm but I’m not sleepy so I am not going to bed tonight. I am not afraid of the demons. I am just aware that I haven’t been myself lately. sorry for venting.
3 Likes
That’s weird, did you change your meds/dosage recently? Are you on a med that needs to be adjusted if you give up smoking like olanzapine?
1 Like
sorry your feelings this way,
i’ve been trapped up lately in my own mess of a mind aswell, rejecting/denial of thinking about the otherside
really hope your day gets better
maybe you could create a place in your mind to relax for awhile
my family believes in demons.
tried burning incense or reading the Book?
meds help
1 Like
This is not like you @jukebox.
You might want to get in touch with your pdoc.
Any changes?
1 Like
@Wave I always think in terms of spirituality when dealing with something I want to do but am somehow held back. I think I’ve lost hope actually of being happy again. truly happy. and it sunk home and is keeping me in bed…NOT demons… but I wonder if they aren’t taking advantage of my situation and making it harder on me. I’m not delusional…(thinking like a Christian)
3 Likes
just come over and marry me @Hedgehog that would make me instantly happy. in all seriousness though, thank you dear friend.
1 Like
Aww, shucks, @jukebox! 
1 Like
Can we please keep the religious references to a minimum? I’m sure you’re all familiar with the rules. Thanks.
1 Like