I really want to share that I am also happy I didn’t gave up during psychosis, very similarly to @77nick77
I mean… I am glad. It’s almost 6 years without psychosis,and honestly first in those 6 when I truly accept what happened. I accept my diagnosis and possibility of anything happening. I accept the fact that I may or may not need meds in the future, I accept that my brains work a bit differently than before - but if I take care of em’ they do just fine.
I love the fact that I am communicating with many people, travel and will soon study masters degree.
What’s most important here, is I truly accept the fact, that I am quite different from other ppl. And I started understanding it’s ain’t as bad as I thought!! Yup, sometimes I feel truly stupid, ill, idiotic, but… It’s me, hah.
Even if I have schizophrenia - I truly learnt how to live with it. I want to say big thanks for my mom, which always supports me. For forum friends. For ppl who was with me in the past, but sadly - our paths divided. Actually, big thanks for many good people in my life.
It’s not a motivational speech, I know. My English is far from perfect.
But that’s what I wanted to share with you, guys…
I think you are inspiring actually. It’s amazing that you’ve qualified to study at a master’s degree level. Not every neurotypical person can do that, let alone one with psychosis
Cosmic soup haha I totally agree with you…
And yeah, people are different. Every single one is different. And it’s interesting.
And everyone’s life is unique. I still remember I thought my life was over after my psychosis… Glad I trusted my intuition and simply never gave up. And now my life is becoming interesting again. :))) @LilyoftheValley you don’t know how much such words mean to me. Like… half a year ago I was so so harsh on myself. I am glad I finally started to think about myself better
