I am doubly possessed

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  1. Captain Beefheart’s mustache intertwined with my brain neurons. Controlling me.
  2. Mr Thoughtless, an hebephrenic, controls my mind, body, especially hands and face.
    I wonder if hospital could help.
    Only if they give clozapine, I guess it would get better. I have tried several aps in high doses.
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I always make grimaces and faces. It’s funny if you are an external observer.

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Not funny if you are the subject of manipulation

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I need to vent, I guess, since i have no therapist to talk to, or any friends. My life is hell right now.

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Maybe clozapine would help?

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Yesterday u were doing so good though!

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I am not sure. It’s a dangerous med.

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Yesterday I was better. Voices influenced me, I guess

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Yeah u said zyprexa was a miracle med. maybe this is just a roadblock. Hope u feel good again tomorrow or later today.

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It’s not a dangerous med. So long as you get the blood tests. In fact they probably won’t give it to you if you don’t het the blood tests but I’m not sure of that.

Try clozapine and get the blood tests. That’s what I’d be doing if I was in your situation.

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It’s a miracle med cos it stopped my running commentary. Yes. I don’t know. I feel possessed

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Ok I reckon clozapine is probably safer than being on the huge doses of meds you are on now. The safeguards around clozapine prescriptions are robust and the blood tests thorough.

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Zyprexa in doses above 20mg works fine for treatment resistant patients. Maybe it’s a breakthrough symptom and nothing more. I should ignore it and be patient. I don’t know.
I don’t have the mood, energy, and money to do blood work every week

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Yeah I appreciate money could a factor with blood tests. Maybe Greece does a special scheme for clozapine?

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is Captain Beefheart, liquor, or a person, or a fantasy?

being on meds, and you still think this way?

I’m not sure what’s real either.

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I have no idea. I suppose I will always have some breakthrough symptoms that i must learn to live with. Some people are blessed and lucky and have no schizophrenia symptoms anymore once they are on ap

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I don’t know anymore. It’s like a phantom

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“you’re writing on the forum, what for? Just die”

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there are bad people who do bad things to us

but nobody will trust the schizophrenic

I wish you could get some relief, either way.

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