I am a nerve away from a whole bottle of vodka

I cant deal with this anymore I’m telling the demons and voices to shut the fcuk up I swear I’ll lose it someday ---- I can only stand so much pressure I’m gonna ignore these terrible pictures in my in head :slightly_frowning_face:


That sounds really rough. I’m sorry.

Do you have any PRN that you could take?

Every freaking day I deal with the most bizarre visions in my head and it’s like psychological torture

If you are feeling suicidal or having a mental health crisis, please tell someone — a friend or family member, a teacher, a doctor or therapist or call 911 (if you’re in the U.S.) or the Emergency Medical Services phone number in your country.

You can also call a crisis intervention hotline—these are available in the U.S. and in many other countries. You do not need to be actively suicidal to benefit from a crisis hotline.

International crisis hotlines:

Crisis hotlines in the U.S.:

More resources:


Link to find online AA meetings to attend.

I seem to remember you were on Clozapine. Is there any chance you could talk to your doctor about increasing the dose?

It’s got to be better than what you’re going though.

That’s got to be rough, sorry to hear that man. I would take @Ninjastar 's advise and call the local crisis line. I have used them many times myself, they are always willing to listen

Any chance sleep would help? Or is that just not an option right now?

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I’m out n about im going to sleep when I get home


Ive wanted to drink this crap away too.

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