I am having some paranoia 'mild still and I am aware almost instantly but If I say some weird things or post or freak out in the coming week or two until this med change is OK. Don’t be upset with me 
Hopefully it’d be okay by end of June. I am still aware, but I am even afraid of some emails… thinking something bad is happening especially since I am online a lot so worried about that.
Even text messages are scaring me to look at.
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