Hysterically dependent

That’s what I am now, but I used to be so antisocial that I was hysterically independent. I’ve got to quit the mental shutdowns.

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I don’t really get what you mean

What are you talking about?

i shut down the shutdowns last week. it’s annoying to be that aware. i was once dependent on people. now i’m just alone to the point of trouble and accepting that. i don’t know.

to the tune of “I want to know what love is” I just don’t care but am deeply unseated that there isn’t a chorus of people speaking to my caringness. i got family i don’t know.

i’m alone.

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It’s about the fear of being alone @Speedy and @LilyoftheValley

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Well, to a slight degree, you have us, @Quehead

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You have us.
Hope you feel that helps.

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Isn’t there something you can do? Join a club? Start exercising? Learn something new?

if i were her age i’d just relax. i want to.

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I can understand that. I too fear being alone.

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