I just recently started intense exercise - 5x a week. Yoga, cardio etc. Taking really good care of myself.
I’m working on increasing my income in 2019 and saving money. I have some debt to close off first.
I think once I put some money aside, I will have the courage to be alone again in 2019. As long as I can stand on my two feet. I feel more confident in what I want.
I’m starting a one-on-one therapy soon. Hopefully that will help me figure out my problems and gain a new perspective.
There’s a guy who seems to like me. He’s successful, intelligent, not very attractive though but I like him. I’m afraid he’s going to meet me and figure out I’m a psycho and dump me. Do you think it would bother normies a lot if a girl takes 5 meds a day to function like a normal human being? It’s going to take some special guy to be want to be with me with my disability. But I don’t know yet.
I wanna be alone for a year, save money, rest, work a lot and take good care of myself. Dating might start in 2020 if I’m still alive and healthy. But 2019 will be year to get some things out of the way. (as long as I can function on my two feet).