Im quiet, caring and sensitive but numbed a bit by meds. I am indecisive a lot about my life and always regretting my current situation feeling like i wish i was somewhere else, in a different situation. I get paranoid all the time and find it hard to be calm or relaxed…thats me
I’m 6’5" with a chiseled jawline and a toned body.
I enjoy late night walks on the beach and moonlit dinners.
I also enjoy lying about my features and habits.
Sometimes I want to go live somewhere else escaping my current life but I know sz will follow me everywhere as its in my brain
I’m a nightmare when it comes to relationships. I’m the problem but I like to blame everyone else. I’ve come to the conclusion that I’m a nasty piece of work in fact. But I don’t know why.
Awkward, incompetent and not gonna lie, kind of judgmental…. (But I think a lot of people are)
I also worry a lot about what people think of me, funny enough.
I don’t have good self talk, so I can’t really think of anything positive to describe myself lol
I consider myself actually a good person who tries to hard to be perfect and i love archery and fishing and stuff like that I’m a very nice and I’m a people pleaser but I get taken advantage of sometimes and I don’t like to offend anybody and really try to help others im open to learning new ideas and I wanna make the world a better place however my one flaw is self esteem and self confidence I treat myself the way I would never ever treat others even if they weren’t nice people I’m mean and nasty to myself I’ve even been told that self hatred for me is a hobby I think I just wish I could do better nothing I do is ever good enough for me
Im so sorry @AwesomeFisherman that sounds like hell
Therapy would be a good idea for you
@anon61987434 maybe positive self talk is something you can practice
@everhopeful your really hard on yourself but your always so helpful and kind here?
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How would I? Why I would describe myself in the best possible terms. How should I? How do I? Those are very good questions.
I am very moody
I like to argue about things at times
I don’t like violence
I also love to reason about life
I’m really happy with my life. Achieved what I wanted to achieve when I was 25 (now 38) I feel content.
Tech savvy, College educated and employed (15% of schizophrenics are employed).
Thanks ducky and believe it or not I’m going into therapy soon I’m on a waiting list however idk if it will help they gotta teach me how to move on learn from my mistakes and I found it used to help me so maybe it will this time
Fingers crossed therapy helps you again. I appreciate your honesty
@Aziz its super hard having negatives and feeling numb hardly any emotions and it confuses brain into anxiety all the time for me. Honestly i feel really bad all the time nearly
I think many people who know me would describe me as quiet. Something people tell me a lot is that I’m funny and that I have a dry sense of humor. I’m also an easy going person with high levels of anxiety, if that makes any sense. I can be passionate and loving but also cool and aloof. I don’t know. I like cats.
Gentle and understanding
I am self destructive
I don’t like labeling myself with any abilities, but people consider me kind, intelligent, and creative.
People say my negative attributes are shyness, insecurity, and delusional.
Im the same in relationships, Im an emotional catastrophe, that’s why I’ve been alone the last 18 years.
i tried that when i was like 21… it didn’t work though… ■■■■ just followed me wherever i went.