My situation at the mental hospital was pleasant…. I got to skip the small group meetings. I guess they knew I had social phobia. My appetite increased…so I got to eat and drink more, because of the medicine. That was the first time I took AP medicines. I got eat more snacks. 
I was still hearing voices and I was depressed. I also was delusional most the time.
Talking with women nurses lol
it ranges from not good for being hospitalized and for me usually aggressive state, unsure, watched, but as I get better the experience gets better. and grateful by the time I get out.
its been a year since, and I can’t see being hospitalized again in the near future.
I documented how I felt about my first visit in the ward in my book, but I was euphoric the whole time…they released me when I was still semi unstable…no insurance. same with every hospital after that, but I drove myself to oklahoma city being delusional to protect my girfriend from the agents torture I imagined…finally got to be put in the state hospital in Norman, Oklahoma and got to stabilize completely.
The first time in hospital age 18 was horrible the staff were abusive and it was a devastating time. In those days all they had was stelazine
Next time in hospital age 28 was a bit better some of the staff were nice
The last time I was in three years ago in a different hospital I didn’t like it but they had fresh cream gateaux, chocolate ring doughnuts and pots of cheesecake
My main activities for 8 months were pacing and sleeping interspersed with eating.
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