(A copy of a thread that I posted on another site where I’m a member:)
Way back in '96 when [Louis] Farrakhan first gave the “holy name” Muhammad to everyone in the whole organization after savior’s day 1996, my “lieutenant” in the organization, busy collecting my paper money that was coming out of my pocket and the organization busy collecting my charity money as a goodstanding member of the organization, HID the fact that I had received the name “Muhammad” and let me think that my name in the organization was still “X” (which means that God does not know you) while everyone else in the organization was “Muhammad” (which indicated that God knew them.)
This made me feel so devastated and guilty for no reason as if being told by my Jesus, “I don’t know you” while he knew everyone else. My life was devastated sending me into a guilt ridden effort to try to be better known to “Allah” by trying to propagate the faith on the internet to help people, thinking that a reason that I was REJECTED by my Jesus was not being concerned with others hearing and being helped by hearing “the word” or Nation of Islam teachings.
In my internet activities I drew spying from the American government (or someone else listening to what was going on in my home) causing me to have a psychosis or mental issue and as it turns out it has all been for some money stealing (happily receiving my final call paper money from out of my pocket) “lieutenant” who HID (allegedly “because I wasn’t calling in in the morning” while he was still happily receiving paper money from me) the fact that I was known by God, making me feel guilty of being REJECTED by my God and causing my present mental issue.
Be warned about this evil B.S. organization. They may destroy and ruin your life.
Moved to Unusual Beliefs.
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(Wearing moderator hat)
That reference to ‘Jesus thing’ is only used by someone who will screw you over or use you. You need to excuse yourself or your life as you know it could change drastically.
Example:
Years ago I worked for a pretty okay guy until I heard the office gossip. It later turned out to be a real blessing to know this stuff about my boss as he was a 180 guy. A lady came to work for the government in the 1980s. She got the job because she wanted to leave an abusive relationship. She got the job and worked for a couple months until a coworker got her wrongfully fired, saying ‘Jesus will explain it’.
The woman begged and begged to get her job back, eventually she had to go to this coworker and kiss his arse bad. Then he offered to get her her job back and explain the mistake to the boss, on condition that she date him. Eventually, she ended up marrying this coworker and finding him acceptable compared to the last one. They lived together for 15 years and had one child. She was never mistreated with this man, just subjected to a lot of OCD crap…
This man eventually became my boss. He kept on staff a man who threw the power switch on a 5 million dollar government owned server then let the coworker demand dates from the current employee. This happened to three of us employees in a row. I was able to walk out of the job, no other employment lined up, denied unemployment and just live off my retirement accounts for a while. Government office still has these two guys on staff…Really damaging workplace discrimination/harassment in government offices is nothing new.
The Jesus reference is frequently misused so we folks older than 40 do not understand what a mess that may have picked us as the next place to happen.
Recently, I made contact with a group of new agers who started talking crazy and talked about a ‘jesus issue’, then started with the NAMI comments, again and again a few things were said until I really wondered. Then I started having flashbacks to taking a shower at the place where we were staying and someone was taping the shower as I should not see that angle, pictures of people from the group popped into my head making lewd gestures and F-U birds … I’m still having trouble with worsened symptoms after meeting that group. Nothing said about Jesus is sane except for bible worship style.