My day is going spectacular. Only a slight hiccup with an existential crisis. That was interesting and a good experience. I think that probably happens to any thinking person at 30. It’s such a milestone age. The Tigers are 4-2 potentially 5-2. That would put them at first place in the division. I received a call about a job that pays like $20 an hr. It’s not something I’m really interested in, though. Topped all that off with some chili for dinner. Now I’m heading to sleep.
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Awesome. Glad you had such a great day. 
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That’s great @GEDchill!
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I feel backed up against a wall. Have done everything to please everyone else except for what I truly think or feel that does not matter to them. I find it difficult to even voice an objection to the constant injections and pills. My strattera was increased to 40mgs a night. The headaches have gone away; my attention is lacking, my rooms a mess, a false sense of security and happiness when I am told there is no other way; no other options. I’m afraid to withdraw because I have no assistance in the withdrawal process. I don’t want SSI and I hope they reject my claim so I don’t have more justification for this stupid oppressive system and I want to leave the house but I have no financial resources. I am completely financial trapped, mentally stuck, and physically getting worse plus I have new symptoms from the Aristada it has caused me to withdraw from reality. I just don’t want to be an experiment anymore; I want to be done with this because I don’t believe it is helping me, a false sense of help, and it’s denying the truth of my own reality and my own world view. I wish I had never been raped by the people in the mental hospital; wish I hadn’t been baker acted at seventeen for breaking a piece of china, wish I had a voice that wasn’t demonized as sickness for being contrary to the mainstream.
I feel so so.
Didn’t binge eat.
70kg atm nearly at a healthy bmi.
Glad u had a spectacular day :))
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I feel bad and ashamed
I’m ok thanks. Just had a coffee and a shower. It’s morning here. I will go for a walk soon with the dog.
Got to do my food shopping this afternoon.
Its a late night for me 1 AM here. Saw my dad today. Delusions and paranoia and voices are still here. But overall a good day
I’m going to my pdoc today I hope she helps me with my problems
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I need a little support today I’m not feeling well,
doing things badly
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It’s 5 am and I didn’t sleep much…I hope the day gets better.
Hopefully things will get better for you. I’m sure talking with the doctor will help
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Thank you Cameron I really feel bad today I wake up feliing like a shi…t
I’m sorry. What’s wrong?
Yesterday I felt super great but something happened that made me suffer
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Overall I’m feeling good. On my much needed break from work. I am halfway through training and feel I am getting a good handle on things.
I really enjoy my job. I love to talk with my patients and get to know them. One of my patients drew me a picture and I thought that was very sweet.
It can be upsetting and frustrating at times. But overall it is where I am meant to be. Even when i am off work I dream about it lol.
The moderators have sanctioned me because a member of the forum thinks that I harass him
I just wanted to help but I had feelings for him and he was scared,so I feel rejected and harassing
Maybe I should talk to my pdoc about this,other boy made me the same in whasap,I don’t know why I scare the boys at the point of blocking me
Your doctor nay be able to give you some insight