Is it challenging or giving stress or able to manage somewhat or be on par with the peers or do exceedingly well?
I am managing somewhat, little bit on the reactive side. I need to learn more things to keep in tact my job and move on to close loans and end up in a good state. I am trying, there is hope in me I guess.
Im choosing to call it daily toil as i dont get paid for my efforts, it is like a job though, its going ok, luckily i am not overloaded although itvis a delicate balance due to fatigue, i have to be very careful,
I’m hoping to last a while at the event today, i was live briadcasting this morning but now is the launch of our recordings & they also have a page dedicated to our charity which is nice. We’ll all be meeting together for drinks & nibbles to listen.
My household income is bothering my work-related stuff. Every time I go to get a part. The money is out of the budget for it. Is there a time I go to get groceries. Money is not appropriate for it either. My odd jobs end up. Paying back one of these 2 funds. I feel as if I’m spelling my wheels.
I go to work and put in my time. I stopped trying to be the best worker when I started suffering from fatigue in 2016, it didn’t leave me much choice. When I discovered I couldn’t work hard anymore I was going to take one for the team and quit because I felt I would drag my crew down but not only did I stay because my sister talked me into it but I won the award for employee of the year that year in 2016. Now it’s 7 years later and I’m just an average run of the mill employee. I’ve been there 12 years so I must be doing something right( or something wrong depending on how you look at it).
Stressed about work because the holiday season is quickly approaching and we become very busy. My mental health is also plummeting at the same time. I will take an LOA soon and am stressed about even talking to management about it. So. Much. Anxiety.