I’m depressed. I want to lay in bed and cry all day. I think a good cry would make me feel better. But I can’t cry. I haven’t been able to cry much since starting the perphenazine. It makes me pretty flat. But I want to cry. I want to feel that release.
What do you do to make yourself cry? Sad movies? Pain? I need ideas. I want to have a good cry.
I have no idea how to make yourself cry but i totally understand not being able to. I have been that way for years. Even if i feel like i need to cry, it just won’t happen.
You don’t have to feel like a waste of space
You’re original, cannot be replaced
If you only knew what the future holds
After a hurricane comes a rainbow
Same I am usually unable to cry even when I feel horrible. The only things that seem to let me cry are substances (ie like alcohol) or people. I can talk about a painful topic to myself and not cry but as soon as I bring it up to another person it’s like I can’t control the floodworks. It’s crazy. Like I need other people to be able to actually express emotion.
It made me really hesistant to share anything for a long time though because it shocked me when I’d suddenly start crying or shaking.