I’ve talked to my doctor about this over and over and she either isn’t concerned or can’t help.
I can’t seem to do much of anything. I feel like there is a wall around me keeping me from doing what I need to. Like I will feel like I need to put on laundry or something and I physically cannot get myself to do it. Same with my hobbies like I will want to knit and will just stare at my yarn but I physically cannot pick it up for some reason. It causes me a lot of distress sometimes. Other times I don’t really care. Sometimes also I will know I need to eat, and my stomach will hurt because I’m so hungry but I can’t get myself to make/get any food.
My doctor never says anything when I bring this up at every appointment . Sometimes i break down and cry to her… I don’t know is it part of schizophrenia or something else or am I just lazy?