I just wanted to share i had such a great holiday. I spent 5 days in a simple nearby holiday park. It was so special to have my son around all the time (he doesnt live with me). We cuddled, kissed, swam and played. I could care for him, read him bedtime stories. We had fun with my ex and his daughter too.
There was of course the everlasting fight against scary thoughts, but despite that, the holiday was good. I kept myself together enough so all had a good time.
It might sound like something normal, but with my current issues, i am so proud & happy that it worked out well, so i wanted to share something positive.