did you hide your paranoid delusional toughts from telling others before being diagnosed with sz and on medication in case they might think you are crazy psychotic for having them?
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anyone can relate?
No. I lost the plot and told a friend (now ex-friend) everything. But I was involuntarily hospitalized the next day anyway.
For me it wasn’t before sz but since being diagnosed I don’t really share my thoughts like that except to a few select people.
My mom doesn’t deal well with the “paranoid delusional thoughts” so I don’t really talk about it with her because she will call me crazy.
Yep. I will never admit most of it to anyone, ever.
did you know the thoughts are crazy?
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Not during the peaks of my delusions. It took a while for me to figure out what was really going on.
OH, story of my life I can never tell anyone about the craziness in mind…
At first I didn’t know. Tried to live and test ideas until everything fell apart. Told my folks somethings I really felt guilty about. Then put it together in the hospital. For years after I put it together and strted resistin and going with the flow and trying to keep it together. New meds helped about the time I got saved for real. Yeah only my best friend and parents knew. I still don’t tell anyone. Just fit in like one of the weird normies.
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