How do y’all get over being seen as your past and speculated daily for it?
I’m attacked on what I say to myself, ehat I believe and even just topics that come to mind that I ponder to try to grasp. Pretty much people are roughing me up and belittling me and being like
"hey look how big of a price of ■■■■ this guy is"
When I was genuinely happy and to myself. Just because I don’t feel like being social they want to attwck me. It’s just immature. It’s other people trying to scape goat their issues onto me and fight me in this sick way.
But it is hindering my growth. A wound don’t heal when you have someone scrapping it constantly.
my family hunts and such. my dad hunted in colorado and wyoming and such. my mom too. she followed dad through the colorado river on horseback.
right now i have a back issue, and by nature i dislike creapy crawlies, and sort of stay indoors when alone. often i just have too much that needs done. (family of workaholics except dad, he would stop for fun.