Hello everyone happy to be here, i’m new here. I just wanted to talk about the different voices that all speak at the same time. Or not exactly at the same time but overlapping eachother and they aren’t really me or “outside of me” but a blend of both. It feels as if I’m the one who calls them, but they are so filled with momentum that they feel automatic and without my consent. It’s troublesome to know who I am in times when I don’t even know who’s in control. is it me or is it something else, and I know I lost track of my life… usually when something negative have happened.
Do you guys know how to deal with many different perspectives that all seem to know what to do, but when I feel too weak to speak with my own voice or plan with my OWN mind, these voices seem to get the better of me? I am a male 25 years old, guy who haven’t a diagnose but I know what voices in the head is.
The voices are symptoms of an illness in your mind. The illness is very treatable and you can still look forward to an excellent and satisfying life. Speak to your treatment providers about getting the meds and therapy you need to push your voices aside.
my question is, is there a difference between voices and inspirations?
I ask myself, why do I even do anything, what do I even want?
and why do I want it?
Who tells me what I want?
Something is born inside of me and manifests as an idea.
and I have no idea how I do it, so it feels as if at the end of the day, it isn’t me.
But then there is still that aspect of control, isn’t it?
I am aware there is a difference between clear voices speaking in accents, male or female Characters, in other words, or people we know, fictional or real.
But there is also the kind of voices that are percieved as silent voices.
They say things, but it isn’t necessarily in a “tone of voice” so to speak.
I call it inspiration.
I have a silent voice, I call her psychic. It’s like I can read her thoughts, Which is really weird because at the end of the day technically that is my thought I’m reading. What if schizophrenia is just a really messed up and disorganized filing system in the brain. We just don’t want to or don’t know how to file our thoughts and memories. So we perceive things in the really unusual disorganized way when we go to retrieve our files.