It’s past midnight now and I’m sitting in the lounge as hubby sleeps. Tonight about 8:30 pm I started feeling down again.
I had a lovely sunny Sunday and went to flea market and got some nice things including a free top the stallholder gave me choice to pick after he found out I was the first white south African muslim he met. Wow.
So I was surprised that I started feeling a bit down and also felt jumbled in my head and had the urge to cut. Told hubby I felt bad and unfortunately he had a seizure soon after so in my bad state I had to tend to him
Then I lay on kitchen floor and the voices came louder and louder. Alien screaming and then the laughter. It was cackling in my head nonstop
Eventually I ran upstairs for my music and it took anoyhalf hour before it subsided. The whole episode lasted an hour
After watching a movie I felt better.