I’m completely stupid. If I didn’t smoke, my doc would have reduced meds by now I think. But I’m stable on 15mg, even if I smoke.
My problem is not that I’m hooked up, but that I hang out and sometimes work with people that smoke. Got a couple of options:
-to superman it and never smoke even if I’m surrounded by it. Not going to happen.
-to keep smoking and taking 15mg abilify.
-to cut communication with friends and work contacts just for this.
My neighbours smoked weed constantly when we lived in our last place and it came through the walls into our unit. It constantly gave me cravings while I was working.
I briefly had some thc drinks. Thought they would maybe chill me out or I could enjoy the trip. Usually id become extremely forgetful and have lapses in time. Like wondering how i appeared in one room and then suddenly was in another one. Then id be depressed for like 4 days.
And whenever ive smoked it I hallucinated.
Tried cbd, tried 1 to 1 cbd thc. None if it did anything positive.
I think your pals would be cool if you just said you were trying to stop, you can still hang with them, i wouldn’t say that the only reason they hang with you is for that. ( if that was the case then I’d say they were not great friends) but i don’t know them so i couldn’t say.