Haven't smoked hash in 1 week and a half

I’m completely stupid. If I didn’t smoke, my doc would have reduced meds by now I think. But I’m stable on 15mg, even if I smoke.

My problem is not that I’m hooked up, but that I hang out and sometimes work with people that smoke. Got a couple of options:

-to superman it and never smoke even if I’m surrounded by it. Not going to happen.
-to keep smoking and taking 15mg abilify.
-to cut communication with friends and work contacts just for this.

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I like this sentence. Dude, you are playing with fire!

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@anon82948922 you said in a post not so long ago that if you were exposed to marijuana smoke regularly, you would be tempted.

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My neighbours smoked weed constantly when we lived in our last place and it came through the walls into our unit. It constantly gave me cravings while I was working.

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@anon67051439 how to make good influence friends? lol

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i had bad friends who had good friends so i became friend with their good friends and left them

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Their not bad really. Just they smoke too much.

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Today will be my second day free of weed and alcohol if I make it through

Both are completely unacceptable with my family and done in secret

I dont want a Driving Under the Influence it would cause so much stress and conflict with family

I want to stop all smoking as lung issues are constantly on my mind

It is unacceptable with my Doctors

I am sticking to vaping nicotine and would like to stop completely in a couple of weeks

Addiction is also a medical condition like SZ and I am trying to set up counseling with a therapist

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Stay strong…

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I don’t think so bro

It’s good anti seizure…

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Abilify makes my balls tight. The weed relaxes me

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Yeah but I wanna get off meds. Doc said that 15mg is ok if I keep smoking.

I can’t handle it anymore unfortunately if you can enjoy and handle it why not

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I smoked it from 14 to 20,

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If you want to give up meds enough then I think you could just drop the weed. Being addicted to weed is debatable

I think you want the weed more than you don’t want the meds, at this point

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No, I prefer to be low abilify, but the inmediate reward just ■■■■■ me up

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You should titrate to THC derivatives maybe. Replace it with something else that gives you immediate gratification

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I briefly had some thc drinks. Thought they would maybe chill me out or I could enjoy the trip. Usually id become extremely forgetful and have lapses in time. Like wondering how i appeared in one room and then suddenly was in another one. Then id be depressed for like 4 days.
And whenever ive smoked it I hallucinated.
Tried cbd, tried 1 to 1 cbd thc. None if it did anything positive.

So with that I do not think about weed ever lol.

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I think your pals would be cool if you just said you were trying to stop, you can still hang with them, i wouldn’t say that the only reason they hang with you is for that. ( if that was the case then I’d say they were not great friends) but i don’t know them so i couldn’t say.

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