For adhd testing. She seems to think my attention issues are due to depression, which I didn’t really consider. She’s still going to run tests to see but I’m guessing she’s right. Well see I guess.
I hate going through all my symptoms with someone new, it makes me feel super hopeless. I’ve had depression for nearly 20 years now and it’s almost constant. I’ve been hospitalized 15 or so times, I lost count. Mostly for SI but some for just psychosis. I have autism, sza bipolar type, ocd, and cptsd. I am feeling like giving up though I don’t necessarily want to. I fight this everyday and am going to school and working. I’m trying to better my life despite my mental health, I’ve always done this, because I know I deserve the life I want and can get there… maybe. Right now it feels like a pipe dream.