both at home and at school, at work and in the community, had i had more love and support i would have gone far. instead i am sick.
anybody else?
do you feel that way too?
judy
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I’ve got a saying :
“The more help you need, the less you get.
The less help you need, the more you get”
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Yes, everyone needs love and support.
I think I have two families: Vertical Family (the family I was born into), and Horizontal Family (family that I make).
Can’t really do much about the Vertical Family, but I can change the Horizontal Family.
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Nice man…That’s what osho Says…!!!
Only thing U can share is love the more u spread more u get…!!! ha ha i am wrong may be…!!!
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That’s what osho Says
Are you serious?!
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Yep man…!!! i have heard them is his different Discourses … U have been promoted from poet to philosopher… Ha Ha…!!! LMAO…!!!
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That’s funny! 
Cuz osho was supposed to be great philosopher in his time …i used to be fan of religious people alot…I used to read a lot of religious book by that time … i didn’t knew it was medicinal emergency for me…if i was medicated on ryte time i could have avoided SZ… i lament and regret my past…And my personality was super poor at that time…As a conclusion we should try to live in peace despite being SZ… cuz it(SZ) live with us…!!!
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If you are sick you get “left behind” like I did. No one helped me when I was being abused and it was aggravating my psychosis, and instead I am labeled dangerous. People have no compassion for the sick because people only love people that will benefit them. I’m sorry you went through the same issue 
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hi qwertie. i feel bad for you too. judy
Yup this year when I was struggling 1/20th as much as I was during the peak of my psychosis people were so compassionate. But when I needed it most, people were cruel as hell! I know what it’s like.
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Yup. I feel like if my parents would’ve cared more and gotten me into therapy as a child for even my anxiety, my life would’ve been so much better.
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I had PTSD from child abuse and dealing with surgeries and such for my cleft lip and palate. Then my sister spent months threatening to kill me in my sleep and then chased me out of the house with a butcher knife. Two to three weeks later, I had my first bout of psychosis; I was being chased. A lot of things got worse after that.
Yeah, life could have been different for sure.
I don’t know, though. Major depression be damned, I think I still have a chance at a decent life. For me this whole thing is about learning to maneuver and I’m always finding new ways to do that.
This is very sad but also very true. I am sorry.