Ive definitrly dealt with mood swings before but never have i really dealt with much grief. Well 7 (yes literally 7) people in my life have died in the past 2 years and i was close to most of them at one point. Yesterday was the anniversary of my grandnothers death and i just came across a facebook memory of one of my beat friends that committed suicide a month ago and i instantly started crying. I had another best friend committ suicide last year too and lost my other grandma and my grandpa.
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Why so many losses?
Life is weird sometimes.
Try to distract yourself
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Yeah im trying not to get paranoid about it but it definitelym makes me feel targeted
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I know the feeling, just know that its not your fault and try not to dwell in the past even though its difficult that helps me to stay in the moment. I’m sure they would want you to be happy.
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I’m sorry you’ve experienced so much loss grief is hard. I hope you are able to heal. Just let yourself feel cry when you want to. We’re all here for you
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That’s so awful, @Moon. I don’t have words to express how sad I am for you. I spent days crying after my uncle passed a few years ago, and his was a heart attack, nothing self-inflicted. But please know that my heart goes out to you, and you aren’t alone. Many people here, unfortunately, have experience with that kind of death. Lots of hugs to you. (((((Grookey)))))
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Id say its normal to be angry after a death especially something like a suicide because youl never know why they did it.
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I have a feeling i know in both cases. Me and both of them shared our demons with each other, weve talked each other down. Thats part of why its been so devastating for me because it makes me wonder when will be my breaking point too.
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