Yeah my extra blanket fell off my bed and I use it for weight and warmth so I had crap sleep. Leaf and I have similar sleep cycles so I meant it as a true shout out.
I looked up hero complex it sounded good on its face but I can’t go for that, no can do. It’s still neat in a sense, it’s not in the DSM but if you read more it gets too weird too fast.
Just not sure I deserve to be Quixotic maybe I rushed in.
Do you guys tire of making name changes? I hope not…
I have compassion for headaches and as I go I’m beginning to understand it can be a female thing.
One sad example is the great Warren Buffet whose documentary I watched once. In it he said he wasn’t as close to his mother… and one of the realities that shaped that feeling was that she was always having headaches.
I’m having trouble seeing myself clearly. I guess I’m NEEDY of acknowledgement and care what other people think TOO MUCH.
Plus something must have broke along the way where I have low tolerance for lulls in conversation.
And I bore easily so I fill the air and press ‘enter’ or ‘send’ all the time. I swear I need an umpire’s balls and strikes clicker, something to execute on anyway. Maybe that is why I smoke. Maybe that’s why many of us do.
I went from a quiet kid who questioned his personality, to more of a ‘real character.’ Maybe it’s just the disorder.
But I’d like to be known as
‘QuixoticComplexities’.
I’m dropping ‘nuances’ bc it’s a political word, and makes me think of ‘shade’somehow, where ‘complexities’ resounds more now… it makes me think about how wines are celebrated for complexities, where humans might get demerits.
I like your new name. I can’t believe you stole my post!!! lol
Well I just don’t know what I’ll do today. It was such a beautiful spring day yesterday and I didn’t even go for a walk. Maybe today I will make that a goal, the fresh air and sunshine will be nice. Then today is bath day and I could do some laundry. Oh and there’s other things I could get busy on if I cared to. We’ll see, aren’t Sundays meant to be lazy though? I just don’t know as I meander through my day how it will turn out.
Haha I was ‘dollar menu’. I don’t see myself as that new. Still I’ll say I am proud I earned ‘respected’ and don’t quite see myself ever earning ‘admired’. That would be tough.
Thanks about my new name. I think it is more steeped in psychology than maybe vague ‘arrogance’… although maybe that’s unfair for me to do to myself (the thinking haha).