How are you doing now?
Yah, I’m not sure if I’m even going to tell him about my diagnosis because this relationship isn’t a long term thing tbh. I mean I work and go to school and have small enough symptoms that I don’t let them affect me. I think I’m just going to enjoy things
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You can have a long distance relationship, I had one in the beginning of the 1990s, my American fiancée lived in Atlanta and I travelled in Europe and went to my military service in Europe, the long distance relationship worked and we got married eventually.
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I think that sounds reasonable
That’s true. But we are so young and I don’t want to have to travel as it is hard on my psychosis. I think I’ll just break things off when it is time to move on
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You can always stay in contact as friends
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absolutely 151515151151515
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not much going on for me today. it’s day 2 all alone. mom and dad went out of town for a couple days, leaving me behind. today I will drink a couple cups of coffee. smoke a few cigs, eat vegetarian bean chili and watch a little television. maybe listen to music, I was listening to cat power last night and enjoying it, I might turn her on again today.
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I was just 23-24 years old, you may also have a long distance relationship, today we have technology to make it possible very well, at my time I had just public phones available.
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Sounds like you have a relaxing day ahead
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yeah I will do lots of nothing, but I do get a little bored with this routine, I prefer the weekdays and dread weekends when I have nothing to do. I could also maybe do some laundry today as well. which will take up a couple hours. 
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I don’t really like weekends either for some reason.
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maybe if I was working I would enjoy my days off on the weekends. speaking of, have you heard anything back from the jobs you applied for? do you think you’re ready to go back to work? I may have to go back to work soon, but I really don’t wanna.
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I haven’t heard form the casino yet and I’m bummed I was hoping they would have called right away. And the county job I won’t hear about the testing until later in February, so that one will just take time and patience. I really think I’m ready to work, I’m like 80% sure I think.
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well best wishes with that. I think you would do great. we also have a casino here, it’s the largest employer in town. I just heard yesterday a steel mill across the river in Kentucky is hiring for entry level positions, im thinking I will apply, it would be about a 50 minute drive, but not much traffic on the roads, it’s not in a populated area. maybe I could make good money working at a steel mill eventually.
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Oh that sounds promising, you should go for it
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a little better. I’ve been focusing on breathing like you said
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That’s good it changes you brain chemistry and stops a panic attack
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i will definitely apply. I haven’t worked in 7 year though. so that my hurt chances.
anyways nice talking to you, im going to get offline for a few hours and drink my coffee. hope you have a wonderful day @Leaf.
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You too @Lifer 1515