It is strange how my energy fluctuates but I am not sleeping much lately.
In the past 36 - 48 hours, I have slept a total of 4 hours.
It is 4 am and I am having coffee. Reminiscing about past stupid ideas and decisions and mindset while listening to some music. I finished most work though, and still have a few only to do which I will do immediately.
Last night I made the mistake of drinking a few glasses of red wine. I need to just do a fasting and just cut it off for a long time. I drink a bit on weekends and maybe once a week…
My cat keeps sitting on my keyboard and does not understand when I tell her or guide her to come off the table and not bug me when working. She wants me to pet her every time she feels like it. 
The more nice things I do for a clients, the more they ask for favours. And for once if I actually stand up and demand money or something, they ‘get irritated’ and leave me bad review I guess in reality I am tired from this whole world altogether. I need to suck it up and consider this a business, like a local business where people do not understand it is an artistic service. So from now on I will pretend I am selling potatoes. No offense to potatoes 
I have still been searching for some trips… Excited! Hope I get the opportunity
