My paranoid schizophrenia started in America in 1998-1999, appx 20 years ago.
I have written down many auditory hallucinations I had then.
Once I traveled in New Mexico near Los Alamos in 1999 as I remember.
I had auditory hallucinations that ‘they came here to die’, I thought ‘they’ were the German nuclear scientists who participated in America’s nuclear program.
Then I described in detail how the global satellite system communicates to people’s minds, which was nonsense as I later learned, but at the time it seemed so real.
Sometimes it is interesting to read old diary entries and realize how messed up I was in America.