My slow descent into psychosis is marked by severe sensitivity. Pain in the forehead. And something else which I can’t figure out. Almost like being corralled by circumstances. But I don’t know if the circumstances can be handled because I’m in the state of sensitivity. For the most part I am able to descend further and further into psychosis without symptoms but my body can’t handle it. It’s almost as if it’s being corroded ever more easily. But in it there is some sort of new aptitude. Would like to know what this state is otherwise known as. What I’ve found so far to be the only solution for a natural movement into psychosis which I’m prone to, is recovery time. A good dose of meds will usually pull me out and I recover fast. But I believe the symptoms are separate from the non local place I go to. The meds acting as some sort of oversheild to the corrosion. But as always I am back. Just thought I would air some stuff from the journey. The reason I keep descending is because the abilify isn’t working, and I’m in between pdocs. Currently running off Haldol prn. Hospital is not an option because I’ll probably get injected with some invega and loose all my progress. And I’m right on the cusp of getting housing. So the social workers have been a great support. So all in all I’ve been doing quite a bit lately. Just gotta get these meds figured out. Thanks for listening.
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Sorry you’re going thru such a rough time @ablue.
I can totally sympathize, I’ve been recovering from a fairly brief but intense relapse too.
It’s great you’re getting help with housing though.
Stay strong, you’ll get through this in due time.
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Thanks man. I hope you feel better too.
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