I have a challenge with positive comments. I find them humiliating. For example, I played guitar am my brothers church but I had my volume turned all the way off on my guitar. Afterwards I got dozens of compliments on how good it sounded. I made zero sound. I feel that it doesn’t matter what we do. There are those who feel obligated to give praise. And some who feel obligated to denigrate. And my behavior is a meaningless puppet show in between. It’s like do what i want then choose who’s opinion i value most. While the whole time the only opinion that matters is the one who can lock me up. I’m terrified to share my art/music. I feel like anyone who “likes” it is just baiting me into a trap, or lookin for the proud butt of a joke. I can’t get small enough to escape myself. I love sound and color. I wish I wasn’t afraid of people.
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Was anyone else playing a similar instrument? That could have been an honest mistake.
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