Since 2008 or so, a year before I was diagnosed, I’ve had the feeling that there is a magical energy that pushes and pulls at our emotional states and physical health, between people. Most of the time the thoughts are a whisper I can ignore, often when it hits me hard I get frustrated that I can’t control it or stop it and life is hard. Once in a blue moon though, it just makes the universe feel like a wonderful magical place.
I know I am going to come down soon, but while I’m riding the high, I want to send out good wishes to you all.
So I have come back down. Part of me thinks it is because I shared my feelings online and the magical energy was dispersed. The other part of me knows it is just my brain/body going through it’s motions.
I got in a good 1.5 hours. For me this illness is 99.5% a pain in the rear. But that other 0.5% is a real treat.
love and human connection wakes up the inner positive emotions.we need positive emotions.and that gives us happy feelings.happy content satisfaction.god bless you all.may god have mercy on your beautiful souls.
