Because I couldnât seem to stay stopped on my own, I got insurance by getting help.
When I was drinking and using, my world was small. Now, I have a larger collection of people and activities.
When I was drinking, I could dance like a drunk. Now that I am sober, I can dance like a sober person. But in the in between time when I didnât know if I was changing right, dancing became seemingly impossible.
Thanks for all the support chaps. I must remember to turn my phone off in future cos all i could here was my phone pinging when i was sleeping from your replies lol
Glad i never went out now. Im gonna do something productive today and clean my flat lol. Went to an AA meeting last friday - and to be honest i wasnt too comfortable! But ill go to the next one on monday. x