I feel very alone tonight somewhat depressed. The voices are telling me I’m alone and that I’m not worth it. I know I shouldn’t listen to them but can’t help it.
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I know I shouldn’t but tonight I feel like they are right because I do feel alone
I’m sorry you feel alone. Is there anyone you can call to hear a friendly voice?
No it’s late where I’m at everyone is asleep 
Well, I’ll be here for a while yet. What are you up to tonight?
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Nothing much just in my room listening to my favorite band you?
Laying in bed waiting for pain killers to kick in so I have a chance at sleeping. Though, I’m not sleepy so it’s unlikely.
I took my meds already waiting for them to kick in so I can sleep but not sleepy either so I think it’s going to be another late night
So you’re new here? I don’t think I know you. I’m Elly. I have sz. What’s your Dx?
I knew a girl named Andrea in high school that always wore a longhorns sweatshirt.
So, until I get to know you, that’s who you are in my head.
Associations are weird.
I’m Luna yeah I’m new I’m also sz but also have ptsd
I have ptsd, too. And severe insomnia (I never reach stage 3 or 4/REM of sleep, and only sleep 2-4 hours a night with frequent wake ups). And I don’t even remember what else without really thinking about it. Plus I have physical issues as well, like RA, fibromyalgia, and neurocardiogenic syncope. Among others.
I’m a mess. Lol
My insomnia is pretty bad as well I usually don’t fall asleep till 3-4am but I’m up by 7-8am. Tried fighting to sleep sooner or wake up later but nothing works not even my meds
That sucks. Sleeping pills don’t work for me either. I took Ambien once and that was a crazy scary night so I never took it again. It made me fall asleep, though.
It’s actually a really crazy story. I was 16, just bought my first car. I lived in the middle of nowhere. It was January and there was a foot of snow on the ground. I slept in my bra and underwear. Took the Ambien and fell asleep.
Woke up a couple hours later as I’m getting out of my car, still in just my bra and underwear, in the Walmart parking lot. Walmart is a 45 minute drive away from where I was living. All while I was asleep.
Scared the ■■■■ out of me and I never took it again.
Wow that is scary! I’ll keep that in mind to night take that med. sorry that happened to you.
You know what I’m tired of, when I’m having a tough day and all people say is to pray. As if praying is going to take away the hallucinations and voices
OMG that would drive me insane. I hate it so much when people are so ■■■■■■■ stupid.
I posted on SC that I’m having a tough night so a friend reached out and told me to pray. It’s so ■■■■■■■ annoying.
I would have a hard time not going off on someone saying that ■■■■. If you’re not my grandmother, you get no passes for being that ignorant.
I mean, they have to know talking to imaginary friends isn’t going to make things better, right? Like, especially for someone with sz. So dumb.