Don’t feel bad I got punked by a flock of ground birds about midnight in Germany…they were running at me jumping over each other that was hilariously scary…
Fear of what people say about you is probably a big one with this illness. Thats what it mostly is because we deal with people, social situations, emotions everyday.
Though most likely some of it’s true or over exaggerated we are driven into madness from past experiences that we think define us even though we over exaggerate and obsess or replay and fantisizae the past events.
In othwr words “Fear of what people think of you.” family, friends, strangers, coworkers, God.
I have a lot -
itching, dark, noises, open spaces, people, crowds, wild animals, ocean, sharks, being alone, being single, demons, the devil, lucid dreams, oob, being forgotten, mistakes, bacteria or disease, the unknown, bats, vampires, committing sin, growing old alone, no one to take care of me, happiness, government, monitoring devices, being recorded, cameras, doctors, movement of the bed, of losing my mind, night, strangers, rotten flesh, probably more…
But I don’t fear things most people I think do fear like I have no fear of clowns, heights, closed spaces, or spirits unless demons.
-Humans
-Eye contact
-Conversations with most people
-Deep, dark water
-The dark
-Food
-Television
-Certain types of puppets (Including The Muppets)
-Not accomplishing anything with my life
-Gaining weight
-Phone calls
-The future
-Unproductivity
-Time
-Age
-The Sun
-My skin getting tanned
-Forgetting things
-People hating me
-Open water
-I am suddenly afraid and paranoid about this post and people knowing my fears, in case someone reads it and decides to use my fears against me… aghh!