For the past month I’ve been on a steady decline. The voices have gotten louder again and I’ve been seeing the shadow men again. I don’t see my pdoc until the 22nd. I even called the clinic and asked if I could see him sooner but they said the 22nd is the soonest he’s available. I’m scared that things will continue to get worse and I’ll lose everything I’ve worked so hard for.
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Did anything change in your life?
Do you have anxiety?
Did anything stress you?
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I went on vacation for a week. After returning to work I’ve been so overloaded trying to catch up. I feel like this is the contributing factor to it. I’ve been more paranoid recently as well. I thought everything was going so well until recently
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I see. Maybe some subconscious worry.
Many issues pile up and suddenly boom!
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I’m sorry. I hope you make it to the 22nd. Just remember there are crisis lines you can talk to and if it’s really bad, you can go to the ER.
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Thank you, my friend gave a good resource that I may end up using. It’s called the living room and it’s like a peer run program that you can just go to for the day
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That’s great! Good luck!
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Your meds stopped working?
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It feels like it
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Take an apt with your pdoc asap
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I tried to get one sooner but the 22nd is the soonest I can see him
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If you feel its an emergency you can go to the ER.
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I hope it doesn’t get to that point
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Hope you feel better soon @RottenApple !
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Hang in there @RottenApple.
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It’s ok to go to the ER if it gets to be bad. No shame or harm in going. Take care!
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Update: dyed my hair for self care and I’m feeling a little better
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