This is how I am perceiving others to be - my paranoia is getting worse.
Everyone is out to get me and I’m having a hard time trusting others, especially strangers.
I stopped mood cycling a week ago but I’ve become more paranoid - I think I need to go on a new antipsychotic because I won’t be able to go much higher on the Risperdal because of different side effects.
Yeah, that doesn’t sound ideal. At least you still have insight which is good. Is it possible that was caused by the stress of your recent mood cycling? Stress makes me ten times worse.
Good luck with whatever decision you make with your psychiatrist on meds.
It’s all a balancing act. But at the end of the day it’s getting away with the lowest dose that works. Maximum dose is 6mg, so you have plenty of scope.