I’m looking at sh*t I’ve posted before including some unlisted stuff and I feel like a moron
Everything I’ve ever said is stupid I looked at a lot of threads I’ve posted wow I didn’t realize I was that much of a idiot I almost feel like it’s gotten to the point of I’m a troll but I feel that way and I’m not making stuff up
I should start taking my afternoon anxiety meds again like I’m supposed too I don’t think it will help idk if it works or if it’s even a good med
I feel the same way man… I feel like a lot of my threads were narcissistic or selfish… I’m just glad the forum is chill enough to put up with me lol… sorry you feel this way… I know a lot of my old delusional threads embarrass me
I feel the same…I try to empathize and sympathize with others and offer good advice and support, but i feel like all i ever do is post narcissistic rants about my experiences in life with this disorder. I also don’t think i express gratitude enough for how helpful this forum is for me…
Yeah i just posted a comment on the fluoride thread and regret it. Embarrasing. Im wondering if its deleted properly yet or not? Not sure how it works.
Sorry to hear that it really does seem to me that a lot of us have similar thoughts about ourselves it makes me feel less alone HOWEVER I wish nobody felt that way I wish I was the only one but idk I feel more understood it’s weird the way I think
I know I haven’t judged you or thought that you came across as unintelligent at all on the forum… but I’m not the smartest person myself… so I wouldn’t really know…
On a side note I have heard intelligent people generally don’t consider themselves intelligent… it’s a fact… so it could be a sign of intelligence in you… but I’m really not sure about that because I know I’m slow myself…
I have a lot of mood swings and occasionally post when my mood is low or frustrated etc so yes im embarrassed later. I avoid impulse posting more and more
Nothing to feel bad about. We have a serious mental illness that potentially can play tricks on our brains, and also taking antipsychotics often flatten our mood and make it hard to feel or to think straight.
I don’t feel like this is a judgemental community, and that’s the way it should be, considering what we are dealing with.
i should be taking my meds