Yes the fear of people. I think mine started when I was young my mom was judgemental of me and disliked that I looked like my dad she hates, I find it hard to accept if your own mom don’t love you then there must be something wrong with me. When I had my episode I thought people were out to get me. Just a truly horrible ordeal to over come.
At least the dogs get the front lawn 
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Yeah, persucatory fears are a big problem. Can cause conflict.
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Getting up with zero energy and driving through crazy traffic and getting to work knowing I will spend the next six hours cleaning restrooms.
And driving home. IDK how I do it.
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Gosh that’s tedious I couldn’t do it @77nick77
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It helps to listen to Led Zeppelin all day on Apple Music.
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Is this because of the medication or why because some days I feel the same way as you. I drink coffee and still feel sleepy I don’t know if I should stop my assassin risperidone or switch my cheap risperidone to something else. I call it assassin because it just kills you slowly. Will changing medication help or will it be the same? I been wanting to change my medication but last month my psychiatrist did not show up to work and they changed my appointment. I been thinking of going to Mexico and get treatment over there since in here they are not helping a lot
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I still have bad negative symptoms but I am trying to not annoy anyone here with them so I am less on the forum. If I complain here it will annoy others, they say my posts are all negative/depressing and about my negative symptoms. Also I find talking about them doesn’t improve them sometimes its the opposite, I think more about them. I have been sleeping a lot and watching tv, vaping. I listen less to music as it makes me irritable for some reason, I can’t even enjoy music, it sucks.
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Mine are not just the meds I have no social interactions with people bc I am paranoid, so just waking up to the same routine of no family and friends is starting to get the better of me.
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i understand ur pain…
I’m another one thats basically just eat sleep… I think mine is def caused by the depression i’ve been suffering since moving out of my moms house. My doc put me on 10 mg of paxil but is a lil leary about it because since my fathers death 3 yrs ago i am prone to mania at times and he thinks the paxil was what caused it but i think he’s wrong.
I really do think i need paxil because the anxiety and depression didn;t start getting this severe until i was off it for around 6 months.
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