On Klonopin I couldn’t dream a lot. I rarely remember having vivid dreams. However, when I quit Klonopin, I got the sense that I was dreaming a lot more than would be normal. Now they have stabilized and are somewhere in the middle. Could it be related to cognition? And, why do we dream?
Interestingly, when i wake up after a vivid dream, I realize that mind control could be internally generated after all. In dreams, things just happen by themselves, the mind creates a new world which changes at a very rapid pace. The crucial connection is that the mind can generate visual images like a supercomputer would. It is very fast in creating a reality, and it resonates a lot with the kind of mind control I experienced through my illness. That mind control was like a story running many years- for instance, ideas were being planted in my head for years, but things were happening in a sequence, one after the other, with a sense of purpose. There was a storyline in my psychosis which lasted 3-4 years. The reason why it is so hard for me to doubt that it is not external. But, in dreams, there is a storyline, too. No wonder Nash said, that it is like a dream.