I don’t know why but I feel so crap today. It’s cold, a winter storm passed last night and there’s snow on mountains again and it’s wonderful I love winter but since last night I felt so down.
Slept over 12 hours on and off waking up and tossing and turning falling asleep and waking up over and over and sleeping so long and lost interest in going out or reading. Just wanna sleep and maybe even never wake up.
There’s so much to live for but I am struggling and wanna give up today. Why do I feel so crap? I’ve hardly had any depression this year since an antidepressant was added, but there’s been a few days… I’m … Uhhhhhhhhh…
is it from my haloperidol I hope not, I’m trying so much to get meds that suit me besides amisulpride, but if all else fails I’ll have to get back on it even though prolactin high. Zombie? Dunno? Depressed? Dunno…googled pics of dead squirrels and cats hunting rodents and I love cats they kill those damn rodents for me. Uhhhhh