Mine have always been extremely mean, and they get worse all the time. I didn’t think it was possible for them to get worse, but they have. I wonder why some peope’s voices are nice at least sometimes and mine never are.
I do have a voice that is nice,
But he’s also really obnoxious,
So it all evens out.
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Without meds, psy accepted that I stop meds, voices are mean and tell me to do bad things such as commiting crimes, suicide and taking drugs. I get violent and once 4 cops came to my house to calm me because I was attacking my parents.
With meds voices become nice and I am stable and calm. So I suggest you to up your dosage and talk about it with your psychiatrist. Never stop your meds even if your psy accepts.
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I have a mean voice Alien and a nice voice Sarah. She defends me against Alien
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I have 20% evil voices, 50% random voices,
30% good voices
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The tribunal. My angels, three of them. They comfort me at times, tell me how smart and intelligent I am, tell me everything is going to be ok. Usually.
They sometimes try to get me to believe I’m a chosen one, sent to save humanity.
They’ve even deemed to show themselves in flashes, in one point of my life or another. They all have names, look different, different backstories they tell me.
My body often feels this overwhelming bliss and peace, warm and calm, soothing when they visit. I can feel them standing right next to me, our heads almost touching, they’re taller than me. And this radiant glow comes off all of them.
They’re concrete voices, have been with me since my first break, and I still hold delusion that this life and pain are just tests to become chosen after I live it in good standing.
The crowd normally just picks on me. The angels are rare. But when I have them, they’re strong.
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Sounds like I’m in the minority. I only have mean voices.
Mine talk to me as if i was a child. “bless your heart”, “aint you sweet” etc etc. I named her vicky, after my old probation officer.
Yes it sounds nice - to have a re-assuring voice like that, but it makes me uneasy, cos im fully aware its in my head now - and im sorta scared to be called a narcissist.
Maybe i crave a mother figure - i dunno. The delusional part of me, thought for a long time it was an angel looking out for me - but that just sends me down the rabbit hole.
It was quite a shock, and dissappointment - when the insight kicked in - that i wasnt special, and it was in my head. Took me a few months to get over it.
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When my SZ started I was always hearing a baby cry and my mother calling me by my name. Idk why, I told my doctor and he ignored me until I was hospitalized for psychosis. He should have sent me to a psychiatrist from the beginning.
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Im terrible for that - any sound of a child crying , and my ears prick up and i look to see where its coming from. Its like a “daddy” response. Usually in supermarkets - and then ive lost the flow of what im doing.
When i was first diagnosed - they didnt send me to hospital, they just weaned me onto risperadone in prep for the depot jab. I slowly went mad and recovered on my own in my flat. Police came round a couple of times, cos i was swearing my head off (and freaked out the neighbours) - but they made me take my meds and let me sleep to recover.
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Mostly negative sometimes random.
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Mine are positive most of the time, phrases like “I love you” or “we love you” are common, but annoying because I’d rather hear silence. 10% of the time however they are turn on me and are very mean.
I just want to be left alone. I heard something today but they are not after me. But I think my mind makes people think I am, I hope they will not be after me if I get shot I hope I will get shot in my elbow or leg. I can not help but worry. I hope they don’t care enough to shoot me.
I have several nice ones. Even the mean ones mean well
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“Your wires are crossed” was a ‘thought’ before this video showed up the next day - or on that day?
And when having such wild thoughts of things like, “Annihilation” … this showed up next day:
In which she almost hysterically joked about being afraid about “Annihilation” and “Abandonment”.
And abandonment was/is an issue I was/am struggling with.
Edit: Ugh. The idea that the family makes you feel like you’re the reason for their pain is utterly horrible. Being referred to a way so that it appears that all my ‘bad behavior’ and ‘emotional outbursts’ are simply unfounded and a result of a ‘disease’? That is pretty damn cold.
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On meds I can’t tell what they are saying, but off meds they are only means saying slurs
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Yea my voices used to be funny and nice, like friends in my head, then they switched on me
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Mine used to be funny and nice at least part of the time, and gradually they switched on me too.
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I think it’s quite common but I’m not sure…
Sorry u went thru that its awful
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Sorry you went through it too. It’s so disappointing.
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